Change is constant but I’m still meeee….

Life has never been so easy. I am admitting this without any ‘touchwoods’. You work on the weekdays, celebrate and relax on the weekends. And these weekends keep coming regularly. Sometimes I wonder how come five working days fly away so quickly.

Prior to the last two months, I was busy thinking of the ways in which I’d carve out a niche for myself in the techie world. Now here I am, comfortably enjoying every challenge. Have I become a geek over night? Naah!!  but I’m just loving it here. Work is, to my surprise, interesting. The pace at which I’ve learnt in the past two months has been phenomenal, at least by my standards.

I’ve never felt so free. Free living, people love to call it independent living, but it’s actually just being totally free. You are earning. Need I say more? Money, your own money, brings such a sense of confidence (may be satisfaction or security for others).

Coming to point of living life like you want to, that’s very much happening and what’s not, is on the cards. One question that people still ask is whether or not I’m single. I’ve had this feeling, sharing it openly for the first time, that just for the sake of convincing a girl that I really like her or love her I can pretty much do that, with confidence. I’ve done it before only to find out that I really didn’t mean to do it. Girls, be more intelligent.

Coming to what’s happening, irrespective of the crap mentioned in the last paragraph, there is a gal I’ve taken a liking to. I’ll see her every day for a few moments. She will return the look. Who wouldn’t, when you’ll constantly stare? But it’s the approach with which I’m having troubles. Should I approach her in a ‘vintage me’ style, which involves a big bang ‘you are this, you are that, you are everything, you have the best assets I’ve ever seen on a skeleton’? Or should it be just a casual one. The casual one seems dicey. And the first one seems too out of line.

How serious am I? Don’t know, but never been confused with the approach. It’s the free me, the changed me, the new me with the old habits and old likings.

If the reader has confused reactions at this point, he’s actually read to the point. Coz, that’s how I am, confused, unintentionally though. There is a depth to this confusion but no content.